(confession) Sometimes I swell with Love. 

Are you an adult?

Loving with inspired curiosity, not control.

Evaluation may be the devil’s most devious suggestion.  Lol. 

I grew up with Movies.  One of my favorites is the old 80’s movie “War Games” with Matthew Broderick.  In the end, this “learning” computer learns that some games cannot be won.

I heard someone say once, “a measure of our healing is how much we can tolerate unknowns.”

Sometimes I face this blog with many topics to talk about, and other times…not so much. lol.

I hear “community” often spoken of by others, by myself.  Each time I move to a new place this longing awakes inside of me.  This longing for a sense of connection.

To be a victim or not. “But they threw a rock at me!”

When life is lived, it is a walking prayer. Life is a prayer, not because the prayer is done, but because the life is lived.

Do you want to hear my secret belief? I don’t believe the world is based on money at all. 

During most of my early life, I lived in a paradigm that life was about the product I produced.  Did I produce a good report?  Did I do a good job?  Etc, etc.

This morning as I sit with my coffee, unbidden tears burst forth.  They come from deep inside not directed by my thoughts. 

Inside this morning there is a quiet asking nothing of me.

Okay folks, I’ve decided to do more blogging this year, every two weeks. Exciting and intimidating!

When I love deeply it is complex. This is what I am learning.

Life comes towards me like waves in the ocean.  Sometimes it passes right thru me and is gone.  Sometimes it causes ripples of thoughts or feelings inside of me that linger after the event has hit the shore behind me.

Vulnerability is one of my most profound teachers.  Long ago, I could not dance with vulnerability at all. 

Of the millions of words written about healing - it all comes down to Self Love.